Life Absurd Beautiful

At Barnes and Noble in Norlfok reading Louise Gluck and The Walking Dead
Absurd companions
While my wife -- fifty today -- buys clothes at Kohls
Lymphoma on hold
Military jets fly in distant blue
Grateful to be alive 
Living in a Spring trailer
Ireland in the Summer
read Seamus Heaney soon
Poets must suffer from love and loss
(Like a psalmist's cup overflowing)

I know I do, but I'm not a poet

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